i wish i could be like that...
you said it was ok for me to go cut and bleed
but then i shouldn't count on you, for you wouldn't be there
you told me you'll stand by me, no matter what i do
so i guess you lied when you told me you'll die for me too.
you said it was a condition, non-negotionable
so i held out my wrists saying goodbye to lovely gashes.
but in midsentence i stopped and turned to walk away
because i realized, my blade was there when you chose to stay away.
good bye to you, the one i once loved
i guess love was just not enough....