;' //::past quotes::
08-27-03:
"i hold on to the fact that life is better when you're here." -me
09-01-03:
"Cry about it shout about it You feel that theres no sense in going on" -Feeder, Child On You (song)
"My heart feels like someone scraped it all out and replaced it with nothing at all." -planetqueen (here)
09-12-03:
"somewhere, underneath all the pain and hurt that dwell secretly inside of me, there's something beautiful, but it never gets to be seen, it's covered by unpretty things." -rachel
09-17-03:
"and we both thought it would last. but nothing ever lasts ;and i gave you my heart and you cut it to pieces with your knife as you promised me you'd never hurt me" -stephanie
09-23-03:
"put me back into that place... of untold stories &&hidden smiles... because there, i found what i was looking for... you." by sad old me
09-28-03:
"i have friends who say, 'life is beautiful. every day is beautiful,' and i think - what a strange thing that is for someone to say." -p-ennylane
10-06-03
"my soul is etched in the grooves the ballpen made, it is me... in paperback." -me
10-15-03
"I could fly on the back of youth, dance under the shower of love and leap for the chance of everything better." -anticonform
10-19-03
"Your redundancy stains//Tired of infantile claims//Live puppets on a string//Untangle you from me" -asterism-sky (Alice in Chain's song, Head Creeps)
10-23-03
"a wise girl kisses but doesn't love | listens but doesn't believe | & leaves before she is left..." -i-eat-stars
10-26-03
"i want to leave a star on the world" -warmbit
10-30-03
"[yesterday. feels like two seperate days.]" -lovemetwice
11-4-03
"then i'll cry. because sometimes thats all that's left to do." -justenough
11-09-03
"where the fuck is something beautiful? i doubt id see it if you shoved something breath takingly gorgeous under my fucking nose. i am blinded by ugliness." -toxic-sky
11-13-03
"There really is nothing more, yet there really is eternity all at the same time." -planetqueen
11-18-03:
"To live is so starling it leaves little time for anything else." -Emily Dickinson (here)
11-23-03
"Sometimes I think I understand everything. Then I regain consciousness." -Ray Bradbury (here)
11-25-03
"give me a plate of fluorescein. i;m going to paint an ugly scene. jacked up cracked up smacked across my face. pulled down put down kicked out of my place." -ashley
11-31-03
"my heart's been dying in a silent scream... only when there were no witnesses to my tears could i feel at all." -nikki
12-05-03
"i am sick &&tired of making promises i couldn't keep. im sick &&tired of all the tarnished fairytales i keep." -(me)
12-09-03
"no words want to bleed from me tonight. damn sundays." -hil
12-14-03
i.m rubber && you.re glue. whatever you say bounces off of me && sticks to you" -x-anxiety
12-18-03
"fuck you & i because all we do is lie or cry our pale sorrows to the uncaring" -dead2you
12-23-03
"but then people fell in love with the shades of gray. so what the fuck is being okay and what the hell is being insane?" -ms.starr
12-28-03
"Today in this nowhere place I have found everything." -dirtypanties
01-02-04
"i'm a puzzle with too many pieces missing to solve, and you are in a chamber dripping with cyanide. you breathed me in, but never out." -starr
01-07-04
"Sometimes I forget that girls are people too. I usually remember when they are crying." -p2
01-12-04
"speaking my mind is not what i do best, but i have to get this all off my chest. open this window and hope that these words will fly." -cautionary
01-17-04
"and you're no where to be found yet everywhere in me, hiding inside my every molecule and beating with my heart." -steph
01-22-04
"Sometimes I just want to protect you from what you haven’t learned yet. Naivety should be trapped and encased forever." -acidic-heart
01-27-04
"the sky she asks for rain, and the clouds they start to blend into one. And words, they seem to move the sun"" -agitated
02-01-04
"Sometimes I would be inspired to a point where I'd feel the very nine daughters of Zeus and Mnemosyne grinning down at me, picking at the clouds and fluffing them like they would to their brunette locks." -alicia
02-06-04
"The only common denominator between the before and after is the almost all consuming desire to aim this car at a brick wall just to stop the thoughts that keep crashing through my brain. " -the29th
02-11-04
"is anyone here listening, human or undead? is anger just our nourishment, our piece of daily bread?"..."i ate it up &kept it down-those words. because there's ain't much else filling me up." -agitated
02-16-03
"We don't always mean to forget, sometimes we just forget to remember." -life4rent
02-20-03
"at one time i didn't believe in falling in love. apparently, love didn't care because it believed in me. //and now i'm too afraid to stop believing." -steph
02-25-04
"Somewhere between the pavement and the stars I stand staring towards the moon, with tears in my eyes and the memory of a smile I could once conjour to my face." -life4rent
03-06-04
"i'm screaming idle words that bounce off unlistening walls. i can't feel my toes or my fingers and the cold has become something of a unnerving friend." -fraildolbaby
03-11-04
"If people were to kill themselves over love, human beings would have been extinct by now. //love is a hanging offence" -exhausted-faith@DX
03-16-04
"do you think it hurts much to die, It's hurting so much more to stay alive now" -tea-for-one
03-21-04
"the moon is all we have left, boy, and you better not forget it.// you better not let me go" -fraildolbaby
03-26-04
"people go around the world to look for love. but come back home with an empty heart." -front
03-31-04
"And she only reveals what she wants you to see//She hides like a child//She can ask for the truth//But she'll never believe you//And she'll take what you give her as long as it's free//She steals like a thief//But she's always a woman to me" -so-pale
04-05-04
"what's the deal with boys, anyways? they're only good for one thing; heart breaking." -scenefour
04-11-04
"not stopping til the last tape stopped playing...//It was so fast, it was a breath, a gasp, a thrill..." -neon-nation
04-16-04
"her arms were découpaged with loneliness and depression, and i wondered what thoughts crossed her mind before she let the razor skate in figure eights across her skin." -morceaux
04-21-04
"Involuntary words tumble out and always spend the next 3 minutes regretting themselves, wishing they’d slipped past unnoticed but eventually end up empty, vague, invented— hardly ever existing at all." -sea-secret
04-26-04
"I was obsessed with the grotesque and with smut because I knew it mirrored me, that at the same I was appalled by it and wanting it even more because of that." -donnaisblue
04-31-04
"you know art is fucking amazing when it makes you feel all kinds of things in the pit of your stomach like you're gonna be awake all night while it lingers in your head more surreal than a dream" -agitated
05-05-04
"one lonely portrait covers the lovestarved canvas in honour of the birthless rebellion inside me //every picture holds a tale every shade tells of a thousand words" ashley
05-08-04
"that day she dove in the swimming pool and i envied the waters' ability to touch her totally." -feetintheair
05-16-04
"i made purple pancakes and done a thousand watercolored bacons for breakfast.//but you never even came home last night" -rouse
10-18-04
"we bicker in the backseat and i just want to grab your face and kiss it but i can't because my mom is fiddling with the radio. in my head i construct our life and you slam the door. promises never seem to get anyone anywhere." -sleep-
10-23-04
"Maybe the reason we trust online friends so much (sometmes more than our real life ones) is because they're close enough to give us virtual hugs and sympathise and give us support, but not enough to ruin our lives." -equivocally
10-30-04
"WHEN ALL YOUR PARENTS DO IS FOCUS ON THE NEGATIVES HOW CAN A CHILD ESCAPE?" -ahnhie
09-17-04
"we watch backward movies and live a backwards life, for now." -sleep-