(me, reborn ... turning a new leaf... making a new life ... starting all over again ... changing for the better)
excessive use of curse words intentionally done. for: drama. effect. EMPHASIS
i am so tired of waking up everyday, disoriented... &&unsure of what i really am. of who i really am.
i kept telling myself to stop acting like a baby &&change my ways.. but i can't.
i may be as sweet as candy or as lovely as pie. but i ROT inside... &&only a few knows this part of me, the part of me that dominates me.. even if i hide it beneath me... pushing it farther away.
it lurks... always... near the top. no matter how hard it is i push down.
i am sick &&tired of making promises i couldn't keep. im sick &&tired of all the tarnished fairytales i keep.
im tired of seeing all those faces frown.. disappointment clinging into the air i breathe... sufffocating me.
i am.. who i am. i may not be much. i may be nothing at all. but heck, this is me...
&&i sure fuckin wish everybody'll accept that.